hisashiburi + my failed day....
hisashiburi da ne ... minna... so long time until i can write entry to this blog again. i'm sick for 3 days ago. now, i feel better. don't forget to say,, EID MUBARAK minna... i'm sorry for my fault. c'mon, lets do it again together.
i feel very down.. very very down. why my lovely boy playing me???? what's my fault?? may be he not really know that i' really really loves him, dear him and want to see his smile everytime, everywhere but he always make my heart hurt. am i wrong if i feel love him?????? i'm crying now, my tears cannot hold again. he said to me that he love me but in fact... he not really love me, he just playing me.... oh please.. god... am i wrong????? i feel lonely.. my friend same with him. playing me... make me crying right now. i want scream, i want cry, i dont want life again... how your feel if your lovely boy bull u??? i just want dear him, make him smile... but he always make me cry. however, i have love him since 3 years ago....why god???? why??????
HELP ME... HELP ME... HELP ME.......
TOMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA......
TANJOUBI OMEDETOU DEAR..... GOMEN NE I WAS VERY VERY LATE TO GREETING........
wishing u all the best dear.... .every time ... every where.... i always laugh with you, run with you, cry with you.. i know that you'll never bull, fake and make me sad........
I HATE YOU GILAAAAAAANNG.. I HATE YOU ITEP... I HATE YOU ALL MY FRIEND WHO MAKE ME HURT RIGHT NOW......
i feel very down.. very very down. why my lovely boy playing me???? what's my fault?? may be he not really know that i' really really loves him, dear him and want to see his smile everytime, everywhere but he always make my heart hurt. am i wrong if i feel love him?????? i'm crying now, my tears cannot hold again. he said to me that he love me but in fact... he not really love me, he just playing me.... oh please.. god... am i wrong????? i feel lonely.. my friend same with him. playing me... make me crying right now. i want scream, i want cry, i dont want life again... how your feel if your lovely boy bull u??? i just want dear him, make him smile... but he always make me cry. however, i have love him since 3 years ago....why god???? why??????
HELP ME... HELP ME... HELP ME.......
TOMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA......
TANJOUBI OMEDETOU DEAR..... GOMEN NE I WAS VERY VERY LATE TO GREETING........
wishing u all the best dear.... .every time ... every where.... i always laugh with you, run with you, cry with you.. i know that you'll never bull, fake and make me sad........
I HATE YOU GILAAAAAAANNG.. I HATE YOU ITEP... I HATE YOU ALL MY FRIEND WHO MAKE ME HURT RIGHT NOW......