kareshi.. ka?

well.. I've got confused recently about this title.. kareshi? how can be someone love the other? because.. if I had to choose, I won't ever want to falling in love, at least not now... the one I care right now is just my beloved friend, so why I have to confused about something called love??

he comes, after a damn long time.. after I choose to be alone.. why it was so sudden? is there any reason? and he tell me that he loves me.. what a funny!! hell.. you were dissapear for two years and now you said that you love me? don't be kidding me! >_< and the stupid one is not him, but me.. why I accepted his feeling? dumbass!! DX i even don't feeling anything for him but why I accepted his feeling? and now.. when there's no confirmation from him, i started to threat again.. why someone should have the feeling called 'love' ?

speaking of which, I never thought this before but... really, I really in love with Shitara Seiji from TMGS 3.. hell this is disaster!! since I prefer choose the boy from 2D than the boy from real life.. T_T there's something false about this, but no doubt.. I'm still loving seiji than him..

GIMME SEIJI!!! I WANT SEIJI!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ XD