the scar is prove that the past was there~

hello everyone~ how are you? well,, yeah my mood is getting better these days.. maybe not these days but today! yeay! :D

anyway.. two days ago, me and my sister was talking about our past.. ah precisely, about my child's period. she said that my past is real~ well.. real bad! haha XD she said I just stepped daughter because my mother treat me really bad.. I'm not as sad as before, but yeah.. the scar is there.. it never changed.. even though she's getting better, it means she never treat me as bad as before but my trauma of rejected still there.. is that the prove that the past is real? well.. let's leave the sad one..

NOW I'M ON GIRL MOOD!! hahahahaha.. wait, that's not mean that I'm girly these days, but yeah.. I feel like a girl these days.. maybe the cause of this is.... LOVE?

bleh.. my love just for my Oz Vessalius and Shitara Seiji.. but that 'prince' and 'butler' always bother my brain~~ aargh! that's not mean that I'm in love with the two of them but huweee.. yeah.. I admit it that i'm in love with them.. but why it has to be one-side??? NOOOOOOOOOOO~~ T___T I wanna just be friends with them..but they bother me .. bother me.. and BOTHER ME!! please.. go away.. or I will love you two deeper than today.. T_T I don't want Seiji and Oz disappear from me.. I don't want to see Seiji's back.. Love is frightening.. I'm scared being in love because... I don't want to be hurt anymore..

the main point is.. STOP MAKE ME CRAZY, YOU MEN!! *run*

that's all for today.. I have to finish all of my assignment, and all of them are make me crazy!! bye bee~ :D