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yoyoy xD it's been long time I haven't update this blogs since I'm too lazy to open this site on phone.. But now, anyway! Lol I've got a new phoneeeeeee and the phone is totally awesome! XD
for now, i don't know why but I finally come back to my old self and become so fake.. I smiled, laughed and all of it just fake.. I can't be a honest person any longer.. World doesn't allow me to stay honest like a child.. It forces me, it says that I should hold on my self since I am walking on the adult territory now.. Should I give up become honest? Is this my true feeling who want to be like this? I don't know anymore..
for now, i don't know why but I finally come back to my old self and become so fake.. I smiled, laughed and all of it just fake.. I can't be a honest person any longer.. World doesn't allow me to stay honest like a child.. It forces me, it says that I should hold on my self since I am walking on the adult territory now.. Should I give up become honest? Is this my true feeling who want to be like this? I don't know anymore..