Dear God... do you miss me?
Dear God, do you miss me? As I write this, I remember all the things that upset me these days and every single thing that doubt me to live my own life. I am feeling insecure toward my life, toward everything. I am no longer put my trust on someone, not even a single person. I think when I decide to choose my own solitude, it's the moment of I am no longer putting my trust and believe in someone. Those who I call friend? They are only friends... I miss my best friend indeed, but to nudge her talking about my insecurity like this would definitely make her laugh. "I always here for you, idiot!" that's what she always says. I need to overcome this feeling alone because for no reason, suddenly the urge to walk away from everyone is very huge. I know, God... it's the moment when you miss me a lot. You tell me to come back to You that's why you took away my trust from everyone else around me. I was thinking of something very bizarre these days anyways. What if, th